Or so to say the normal way of thinking?
I am really lucky, and I do take my life for granted; although things havn’t been all as I wanted it to be, and some, actually many, experiences entangle themselves with emotions, draining my happiness away. I need to be patient, to untangle the nots that block my path, and smell the roses.. as they say.
I have an amazing family, my father, my mother, and my brother. I love them so much and I know they are and always will be there for me, no matter how far I fall. They are my friends, and they are the three people I will never, ever throw away., forget, or not ever need. I want them to be happy, because I love them and want the best possible. We have been through a lot together, and much more to come. I can rely on them.
I have someone in my life, that loves me unconditionally, who cares and puts up with every single flaw that I possess. My boyfriend, my best friend. My one friend that I trust and feel most comfortable around. He is actually the most amazing person in this whole world, along with my family.
4 very important people. That’s all I need.
I have friends, that make me laugh, help me, talk to me, listen to me, and enjoy me being me, for who I am, without judging, bitching, or backstabbing.
Sometimes friends become enemies, sometimes friends are the ones that break you heart, sometimes friends become the reason you feel so shit.
But shit happens, and we learn.
We forgive,
And we forget.
…Well I try
Everyday, I am going to wakeup and brush my teeth, have a shower, make myself feel good, eat a good breakfast, and make sure my outfit/outfits are planned the night before. I am going to find a quote, picture, or word that inspires me positively. And I am going to write it in my diary, and stick it on the wall.
New me, happy me, positive me, real me.
love always
<3
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