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daul

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i wonder
whats wrong with me
sometimes
i just keep
wanting to go deeper and deeper into the world
of self destruction
like as if
i want to see myself fail completely
and disappear.
strange
its like a dive
i used to be on swim team when i was young
and i hated it so much
i wanted to drown
every time i dived
but i always end up
finishing second
sometimes first
but mostly second place
and i didnt give a fuck about it


>>>>............

BUT

things are different now
i finish higher then first
and i give a fuck
about me
i never used to
i know what is wrong with me
but it is ok
i am fine
i am weird
but its cool
i am not going to fail
i have a great life
and i have great people that love me unconditionally
and i will love them forever
and i will love myself too
and my life

i am good :-)

rule #1

never burn bridges; no matter how hard you need to bite your tongue

hello

new york

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xx