is a very big day
no matter how shit things may be,
there is always glitter along the way !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WINDSOR SAY HI TO ANDY & ROZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
the world
has gone crazy, or maybe it has always been like this? and getting older just makes you realise how much more fucked up it actually is? the sadness, the poverty, the injustice, the pain, the corruption, the illnesses, the list goes on
but in saying that, the world is so wonderful, and the tiniest things can put a smile on anyones face//the sun, the flowers, the kisses, the love, the family, the true friends, the joys, the thrills, the list goes on
so is the world shit? or is the world splendid? am i wasting my time staying on it?
i already accepted that i relate to nothing. but then sometimes i disagree with that thought. the more i gain the lonelier i could become. staying relative is hard. staying honest is hard. i feel like sometimes i am like a ghost. i have nothing but myself. and potential to me, is the question of will. sometimes i feel like i should, or even say, need to take my loneliness in another world. and i want to so bad at times, and the other times i think i am stupid for thinking any of these thoughts? i need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself. life needs balance in order to flourish. sometimes the price of attaining an objective is finding out that what has been lost is too fragile to be re-created.
no more running away from something or someone or myself
but is it just a state of mind?
i, sometimes, something, i, sometimes, maybe, maybe, loneliness, wonderful sometimes, myself, sometimes, i, maybe, something
fuck
but in saying that, the world is so wonderful, and the tiniest things can put a smile on anyones face//the sun, the flowers, the kisses, the love, the family, the true friends, the joys, the thrills, the list goes on
so is the world shit? or is the world splendid? am i wasting my time staying on it?
i already accepted that i relate to nothing. but then sometimes i disagree with that thought. the more i gain the lonelier i could become. staying relative is hard. staying honest is hard. i feel like sometimes i am like a ghost. i have nothing but myself. and potential to me, is the question of will. sometimes i feel like i should, or even say, need to take my loneliness in another world. and i want to so bad at times, and the other times i think i am stupid for thinking any of these thoughts? i need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself. life needs balance in order to flourish. sometimes the price of attaining an objective is finding out that what has been lost is too fragile to be re-created.
no more running away from something or someone or myself
but is it just a state of mind?
i, sometimes, something, i, sometimes, maybe, maybe, loneliness, wonderful sometimes, myself, sometimes, i, maybe, something
fuck
im sorry
I find shelter, in this way
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear, when I say?
I have never felt this way
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
Could I be, was I there?
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown, whenever you leave
Please teach me gently, how to breathe
And I'll cross oceans, like never before
So you can feel the way I feel it too
And I'll mirror images back at you
So you can see the way I feel it too
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear, when I say?
I have never felt this way
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
Could I be, was I there?
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown, whenever you leave
Please teach me gently, how to breathe
And I'll cross oceans, like never before
So you can feel the way I feel it too
And I'll mirror images back at you
So you can see the way I feel it too
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
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